你还好吗?

  这几天一直被教练逼着健身,昨天对着镜子,居然手臂上有了肌肉轮廓,教练说:你将是我最成功的作品!我也希望坚持得有个结果。

  我不知道如何度过这种回归后的生活,没有了每天十点半的短信,没有了你的一点消息,没有了我对你的牢骚,没有了你抱怨学习的繁重,一切平静得让人无法适应。只有喝茶、养花和健身还是我坚持的生活,对了,我们的龙骨已经长得很好了,生了新叶,像张开的臂膀,又像一对依偎的人儿。真希望你能看到,你最后一次告诉我:要把我们的花养好,我答应你的,真希望你能看到。

  今天我暂时摘掉了你送的戒指,我在北京火车站一个充满阳光的网吧写下这篇文章,然后,我会去怀着复杂的心情找一种新的生活,我不知道是不是真的在尝试摆脱掉有你一直存在的生活,心中有愧疚,也有一种绝望的释放,你告诉我希望我去找到新的生活,如果两个人都能幸福,那我听你的。

  今天你在考试,你总担心自己考不好,复习到很晚,我总说:我是考神,有我的庇佑,你一定能过!我依然在为你祈祷,会考一个很高的分数的,真的!

  你还好吗?Roisa说你送我的戒指会慢慢消失,然后是对你的思念和记忆,我不想,如果一切可以重来,我想我们会好好珍惜的,我想你,你还好吗?

理发了





  健身教练说我头发太长了,也是,都快遮住眼睛了,其实我心底总有颓废情节,但那种透过头发低头看世界的造型对于我始终不合适。

  新开的审美给我三下五除二,顿时显得精神很多,回到家在厕所玩起自拍。

  嗯,新头发,希望心情好起来!

这首歌送给我们

  Mike起初推荐这首歌时并未在意,而恰恰在经历很多之后,再仔细听这首歌,竟有了太多的共鸣。

  不要在井水干涸时再可惜你失去的水,只有坚信我们的爱情永恒,一同坚持,才不会在失去时后悔不已。无论你现在如何,请记住,我依然在那里,等待你的呼唤,无论何时何地,我们不会分开,我们将永远在一起。当Craig David那婉转千折、沁人肺腑的爱情呼唤“You don’t miss your water ’til the well runs dry”一遍遍响起时,我不知道你是否听到。

Craig David – You Don’t Miss Your Water (‘Til The Well Runs Dry)

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On a way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I’ll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we’ll be together
Forever

You don’t miss your water ’til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don’t miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and pain for time so long to wait
But in my heart you’ll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I’ll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we’ll be together
Forever

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

You don’t miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don’t miss your water ’til the well runs dry
Yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don’t miss your water ’til the well runs dry